It's Hard

Recently I was reading a post on facebook from another mom that had a loss and she was saying how she feels like everyone around her is pregnant or has babies and she was asking for advise on how to deal with that. I can defiantly understand how she feels. I think most moms of angel babies can relate. For me i find myself being jealous of others as well as sad and mad about my own situation. I am happy for everyone else I just wish I could be happy for myself as well. The way i deal with my feelings is by trying to stay positive. I remind myself that in time I too will get to be a mom of an earth baby. I try not to think why not me because i know that god has a plan for me and that I have no control over it. I also remind myself that it's hard on my friends and family as well. My best friend found out she was pregnant right after i lost Zoey and my sister delivered her daughter 2 weeks after. For both of them I just focus on being as supportive as possible and know that being there for them is more important than feeling sad for myself.